In the dark cold water... I lost my dream I'm sinking to the bottom to the bottom Fading consciousness Reflects the transient light As I slip into illusion I'm swallowed by a rush of far away dreams At that moment, Beautiful but weak light was born And I strongly grasped it in my hand You let me nod gave me Our way in the dark That was destiny we couldn't avoid We walked our way search of light I couldn't save you Had I know the light was too bright, We'd never have returned to the dark The day we looking for each other We chased same thing The humiliation, I'm defeated by the fear... The future closed in a cage... The days I dreamed to be released Satan stood at my door And never forgave me I met you when I was insecure And felt peace in you I thought you're my future If I hadn't given you all of my heart, Enough would remain to save you Writhing at my door I can't protect this light Living in me without you Back in the dark cold water, A gap in my memory... Now holding a baby, To you...