How do I feel having thrown my soul in to hell? How much agony can I endure? I fly through jealousy and hate holding my head I want to bear it all but I reached my limit It's my nature, my reason to live, To break myself against my burdens I fight tooth and nail Is she going to die? Or will she break out of this depression? It makes me sick to think of nothing else Where have all my feelings gone? The answer is eternally dark Now she is in hell, From my shallow actions and inability To understand her pain But I'm going to live today Anyway I'll try to find something I'm only lonely...she is only a victim Is she going to die? It makes me sick to think nothing else I'm only rubbing my sleepy eyes She gets mad over the far dream She is killing herself far away I look at her with wide eyes She doesn't notice my existence Why now, Why now do all the words before, She wouldn't need to die But I'm going to live today Anyway I'll try to find something I'm only lonely... she is only a victim Is she going to die? It makes me sick to think nothing else I'm only rubbing my sleepy eyes