Fear that I've been blind And I'm the reason why I search for cracks in the divine And any hope I find I can't see I've crossed the line I push past it every time Fear that the next time I close my eyes They'll never open again I'm being buried alive by the weight of my mind I'm just a shell of my former self I fight for salvation, my punishment wavered I would've burned, if I knew I'd learn I'm running and running, I know they're still coming, I'm right here To dream, to forget Why did you never look for me? We're severed To dream, to forget Sat with the fear that I've been blind And I'm the reason why I search for cracks in the divine And any hope I find I keep running from and I I can't see I've crossed a line I push past it every time Fear that the next time I close my eyes They'll never open again Feeling sick and tired of the wasted Trying to make sense Starting fires to see the smoke Dealing with the lies, with the intent Feeling incensed You cut the wires, I fall below It's hard enough That you say love it is a weakness Makes you careless, now Hard enough So who is it you're trying to impress 'Cause honestly I never needed a push in the right direction I saw enough hatred in my reflection The entertaining of a pointless confession Reflecting on lessons but we're missing the message Sat with the fear that I've been blind And I'm the reason why I search for cracks in the divine And any hope I find I keep running from and I I can't see I've crossed the line I push past it every time Fear that the next time I close my eyes They'll never open again So here's to hoping, or coping, and hiding fractures, you're showing We just want to dream to forget The fires extinguished but the embers are glowing I guess I'll go it alone I guess I'll go it alone Who needs false hope Just forget it