Apologies I'm left without an option I'm not willing to be back where I belong A given chance with a trip around the sun Yet another misconception Let me feel something Let me know I've been More than just a sin More than Just the scene of a murder The end of a life The one I was made for In death, I will reform A last time Rage intoxicating Embodied hatred So fucking afraid To exist unchanging Reanimating the sacred Let me feel something Let me know I've been More than just a sin More than The proof I can't stand A lifetime lived in past memory The loose grip of your hand Is all I needed to give up on waiting Already at the edge and I'm Losing control of my decline I'm waiting, still waiting You've done it now, I have come unbound I see destruction in the foreground Consciously jaded, intentionally hated Built to defy, well so am I Once deified, now crucified Consciously jaded, intentionally hated Consumed by the lie The proof I can't stand A lifetime lived in past memory The loose grip of your hand Is all I needed to give up on waiting Let me feel something Let me know I've been More than just a sin More than that to anyone Let me feel something Let me know I've been More than just a sin More than The proof I can't stand A lifetime lived in past memories The loose grip of your hand Is all I needed to give up on waiting Just the scene of a murder The end of a life I never knew it though The one I was made for In death I will reform A last time