Absent heart like cold hands If I can feel warmth that meaning I'm here I hold on memories because I don't have to look at now The thing in there, is not real My real intention is hiding deeper every time I giving a smile What did I save? What did I believe? What did I hold? Where should I go? I spilt out haze and makes cloudy your eyes If I pretend to be decent could I relive a little? Something like a time until I touch the core It will break when I touch What did I want? What did I draw? What did I know? Why I can't go anywhere? If I distract Anything was okay Tell me a way to not lose anything Take me to somewhere, even if kid stuff Stop me thinking, before beside myself