“I want to live a cool life”

“I want to live a cool life” Above all, I want to live with a sense of adventure I want to take on challenges, face them, and overcome them Climb cliffs, go down rapids, sail across the ocean on a sailboat, dive into the deep sea, fly through the sky, and if possible, into space I want to be kind, never forget to be grateful for everything, and lend a hand to people To achieve this, I will push my mind and body to the limits of my strength I will endure pain and training, and accumulate knowledge and experience I will admit my mistakes, and change my perception in an instant I will understand tension, anxiety, and contradictions, and accept them in an instant And even enjoy them I want to live as close to the cool guy I think I am, even now that I've fallen ill I want to live my life as close to that kind of person as possible 　 “ カッコよく生きたいのだ ” 何よりも 冒険心を大切に生きたい チャレンジしたい 立ち向かいたい 乗り越えたい 崖を登り 激流を下り 帆船で海を渡り 深海へ潜る 空を飛び できることなら宇宙へ やさしくなりたい すべてに感謝を忘れず 人に手をさしのべたい その為に 心も身体も 自分の限界の強さへ 痛みも修行も耐えきる 知識と経験をたくわえる 自分の間違いを認め あっという間に認識を変え 緊張や不安、矛盾を理解し あっという間に受け入れ そしてそれすら楽しむのさ 自分が思うカッコいい男 病に倒れた今でさえ できるだけそんな者に 近づけるよう生きていたいのだ