I thought you were the monster that was hiding underneath my bed believed in you you didn't need to hide from me because you were there right in front of me scarring me with insecurities passed down from past generations teaching me lies that I never wanted I never wanted to be your son just because you gave me life does not mean you have to be part of it searching running digging I am running I am you are the monster hold on to nothing there is a way I've found my way I am not lost and now that I've found my way I can be free help me who am I I am on the path so give me the power I am not lost like you told me it's the soil in you I was your son who am I now