i feel so numb staring at the shower wall it's begun the feeling that the end has come and now the water's cold i tried to eat today but the lump in my throat got in the way in this time i've lost all sense of pride i've called a hundred times if i hear your voice i'll be fine and i i can't come alive i want the room to take me under 'cause i can't help but wonder what if i had one more night for goodbye if you're not here to turn the lights off i can't sleep these four walls and me i lay in bed can't seem to leave your side your pillow's wet from all these tears i've cried i won't say goodbye i tried to smile today then i realized there's no point anyway in this time i've lost all sense of pride i've called a thousand times if i hear your voice i'll be fine and i i can't come alive i want the room to take me under 'cause i can't help but wonder what if i had one more night for goodbye if you're not here to turn the lights off i can't sleep these four walls and me and i i can't come alive i want the room to take me under 'cause i can't help but wonder what if i had one more night for goodbye if you're not here to turn the lights off i can't sleep these four walls and me