Appendicitis

歌詞

There were times that I wanted it So bad that I made it hurt, But now I wait as patiently as I can For my heart to ache again. Now I've a shell I could sell as warmth That I can always hide in. I want that home to be nice, my pride and joy. But it won't ever own a bed. There are some that could come close And sometimes hurt more than they help. But I'm fine with the flies landing on me. Where they will go away and I end up somewhere else. I can't look a dog in the eyes. One that just wants to lick me. Secrets in a vault that eat your insides like acid And mean nothing to anyone else. But it's the inflatable cross you bear And it's a self-importance you carry to think it means something. (But it doesn't and you punch yourself in the head for it and then) You crouch into a box where you pretend it doesn't exist. The fear can sit there. Stewing, festering, growing, the box grows too. You build your world around it.