Can I? Should I find my way home? Now, did I? Think I better go home All I said I needed was gone But I thought I heard it all wrong Now can it ever be the safe bet? When they never seem to forget So admit it, more than you said Grill it down inside of your head Oh, she is following me in my head when I am all alone Thinking of her every time I want to try to let her go But it's never easy when you think you have it in control Somehow you get caught up in the moment and you never know All these tiny cities that you're holding in your little hand In the wind like diamond lights, they'll blow away in desert sand It was never perfect, it was never meant to last It was never perfect, it was never meant to last It was never perfect, it was never meant to last It was never perfect, it was never meant to last It was never perfect, it was never meant to last It was never perfect, it was never meant to last It was never perfect, it was never meant to last It was never perfect, it was never meant to last Why can't I fall down into the hole? (Gotta get it, back back) Why can't I fall down into the hole? (Gotta get it, back back) Can I ever get ahead of what I want and what I need? And what do I have to do to get away from what is killing me? How can I convince myself to not believe in what I know? When all I see is dominos falling up it as we go