It only hurts if you stuck, so keep the bottle close Takes me up and shut me down with chemicals Close your eyes, I'm breathing Wake up all alone and wonder where you lost control Scared to go to sleep, hiding underneath There's a darker side of me I don't wanna meet Hanging by a thread, trapped in my head I'm spiraling out until all the poison fills my chest Helps me forget, 'cause I'll never learn 'til I see red No, I'll never learn 'til I see red Until I see the damage, there's no damage done Need a reason for me not to self-destruct You said it gets better, what if it never does? What kind of monster will I become? Scared to go to sleep, hiding underneath There's a darker side of me I don't wanna meet Hanging by a thread, trapped in my head I'm spiraling out until all the poison fills my chest Helps me forget, 'cause I'll never learn 'til I see red Until I see my reflection walking back at me, I won't Until they see my disposition change, until I'm barely Hanging by a thread, trapped in my head I'm spiraling out until all the poison fills my chest Helps me forget, 'cause I'll never learn 'til I see red No, I'll never learn 'til I see red No, I'll never learn 'til I see red