Saw it coming I knew Like a big crystal ball For somebody like me There would finally be this I lost my confidence I must learn to defend it But they won't let me rest It kills me and I let it Baby I'm dead again But I'll promise to come back when I've decided again who I am Finally I'm dead again And I'll try to rebuild all the structures that this soul needs to survive, mm-hm Baby I'm dead again, yes But I promise to see you when I've decided again who I am Finally I'm dead again And I'll try to rebuild all the structures that this soul needs to survive This deconstruction It's my brother I hear It's my mother I see Not applause from men I see I don't want to be here I lost my sanity, oh yes It's pryin' at the floorboards But they won't let me leave This house they say is my home Baby I'm dead again But I promise to come back when I've decided again who I am Finally I'm dead again, mm-hm And I'll try to rebuild all the structures that this soul needs to survive This deconstruction Baby I'm dead again, yes I am But I aim to return when I've finally decided where to descend, mm yes Finally I'm dead again, oh yes I am, mm-hm But I'll come back when I understand the destruction we build in our lives Oh yeah Oh yeah Hmm... yes Baby I'm dead again But I'll promise to come back when I've decided again who I am, yes I will Finally I'm dead again, baby And I'll try to rebuild all the structures that this soul needs to survive This deconstruction Baby I'm dead again, oh yes I am, oh But I aim to return when I've finally decided where to descend On this lonely planet Finally I'm dead again, yes I am But I'll come back when I understand the destruction we build in our lives It's my brother I hear, hm It's my mother I see