Were you my friend? It's been so long Time and time again It feels wrong I'm I'm starin' at a mess And I make it make sense 'Cause I'm better than the rest And I'm livin' that fast life I'm starin' at a mess And I make it make sense 'Cause I'm better than the rest And I'm livin' that fast life The reason I cried when you dropped me off at the bus Is I can't stand the thought of us The waving goodbye makes me feel like an actress I forgot who we really are Listen for a nice to meet you When I come to greet you I'm fine But I'm burning on the inside like fire Sittin' on a lotted street complete with all the things I like All my desires like wine And my breakin' spine And changin' my mind Time and time again it's madness I'm holdin' your head You fight me instead And we keep goin' on in sadness The reason I cried when you dropped me off at the bus Is I can't stand the thought of us The waving goodbye makes me feel like an actress I forgot who we really are The reason I cried when you dropped me off at the bus Is I can't stand the thought of us The waving goodbye makes me feel like an actress I forgot who we really are