Is this the life Is this the life that I longed for Weeks passing by with nothing more than barely enough to still keep me sane Let me know why I feel this way Like this is my life I throw away Guess I shouldn't complain I always say I want it all no use to close an open door Don't say if this is right or wrong Just let me know do you want it to Let me know why Let me know why you feel this way? is this really worth to throw away Please let me know why Will I be the same Will I be the same when this is through I honestly do not have a clue Will I still be sane I always say I want it all no use to close an open door Don't say if this is right or wrong Just let me know do you want it to I know I can find I know I can find the strength to be Whatever I feel I want to be Still I ask myself Why? I always say I want it all no use to close an open door Don't say if this is right or wrong Just let me know do you want it to