I don't have words but a million thoughts And I don't know how to exchange them I guess that's where I went wrong I wish I could go back to the days when it used to make sense But God, that's not gonna happen I've got to take one day at a time You speak to me, I know But I keep saying no I'm old and I'm tired and I don't know if I can make it much longer She was taken from me for a reason but I don't know why I'm so sick of everybody telling me that it's all okay everyday "You gotta pick yourself back up and get on with your life" You speak to me, I know But I keep saying no She was the love of my life We grew old together But you left her knowing that I'll never see her on the other side Falling for a second there but I caught you Falling for a second there You speak to me, I know Falling for a second there But I keep saying no, I'm saying no