I'm not afraid of monsters But I'm afraid of myself You promised me heaven but this feels like hell I can't get to sleep so I just tell myself Can't get to heaven so I'll stay in hell I can't find peace sometimes I hate this realm I'd like to think that I could be somebody else If I were a star I'd shoot away so far Sometimes I find it hard to recognise myself Like I'm an alien, spaceship, crash it, burn it I'm not afraid of monsters But I'm afraid of myself Stuck in an illusion Crying for help I'm not afraid of monsters But I'm afraid of myself Looking in the mirror I tell myself (Monsters I'm not afraid) (Monsters I'm not afraid) Promise me heaven but this feels like hell I'm in the deep another rainy spell I can't get to heaven so I stay in hell Round and round on this carousel I'd like to think that I could be somebody else If I were a star I'd shoot away so far Out of my head I need time to digest I need to tell myself To breathe I'm not afraid of monsters But I'm afraid of myself Stuck in an illusion Crying for help I'm not afraid of monsters But I'm afraid of myself Looking in the mirror I tell myself (Monsters, I'm not afraid) (Monsters, I'm not afraid) (Monsters, I'm not afraid) (Monsters, I'm not afraid) (Monsters, I'm not afraid) I'm not afraid of monsters But I'm afraid of myself Stuck in an illusion Crying for help I'm not afraid of monsters But I'm afraid of myself Looking in the mirror I tell myself (Monsters, I'm not afraid)