So I get fucked Fucked Every time that I'm anxious Ayy Three shots, two pills and like ten drinks Ten drinks Wake up, you send "Sorry" in a mass text Text My friends are fed up, they wanna leave like my last ex I been doin' this for a long time Probably go again tonight I don't know how to go out when I'm not out my mind I don't got a problem but I don't make promises, nah, nah I don't wanna say I'm done, what if I never quit? They say that I'm actin' different Why? they think I need help Help I got a pill that could fix it Hey I'll take it myself Woah They said "I think that you're slippin', it's trippin' us out" Well, if that's the case, then I should probably just go So here we go again Ooh I'm runnin' out of friends Friends Blame it on my vices Yeah but they never buy it No I medicate myself, it's puttin' them through hell Hell I've been tryna hide it but they always find it I'm tryin' my best but I do the worst Worst, worst I drink to forget but it never works Never works So here we go again Again I'm runnin' out of friends Friends Blame it on my vices but they never buy it It's all on me And it's not my fault that I'm fucked up I'm fucked up I just blame my childhood full of trauma Trauma And I feel way too old for the drama Uh The only way I know to deal with it is a shotgun Runnin' Run runnin' from my problems Ooh But I keep 'em comin' Comin' Got a lot to run from Run I'm tryin' to forget Yeah to pass another cold one Ooh I know I'm doin' too much I know I'm doin' too much They say that I'm actin' different Why? they think I need help Help I got a pill that could fix it Hey I'll take it myself Woah They said "I think that you're slippin', it's trippin' us out" I don't understand what the big deal is? I just had a couple of White Claws So here we go again Ooh I'm runnin' out of friends Friends Blame it on my vices Yeah but they never buy it No I medicate myself, it's puttin' them through hell Hell I've been tryna hide it but they always find it I'm tryin' my best but I do the worst Worst, worst I drink to forget but it never works Never works So here we go again Again I'm runnin' out of friends Friends Blame it on my vices but they never buy it It's all on me Here we go again, yeah, it's all on me Here we go again, yeah, it's all on me Here we go again, yeah, it's all on me, yeah Last night was definitely my bad though, for sure