I don't always do what I should But I do what I gotta do You've been at the bottom, you see the hunger inside of you Don't say what you won't do Cus it can all change When the going gets tough it'll drive you insane See I done dodged a couple shots Served a couple blocks Hit a couple corners tryna shake a couple cops A broke a couple rules Didn't graduate from school Cus I was busy hustling, man, I thought that shit was cool See I gotta keep it real with you baby Cus the shit I used to do is what made me And I'm hopin I ain't gotta go back to the trap Cus we really know that we don't want that But if I don't make it home tonight Tell my mama that I love her Leave some flowers for my brother Girl I love ya But if I don't make it home tonight Take some money to my sister I don't ever want her chasin after niggas Cus where I'm from Niggas outchea dyin every day And they ain't no bad, ain't they just tryna make a way And I ain't no different So if I get missin These are my last wishes I hope you get them right Girl if I don't make it home tonight I know it's harsh But this is how I feel, girl it's comin from the heart I hope it doesn't end the way it had to start Cus it started out bad but I made it this far But everyone here ain't trynna see me make it Or they only wanna see me win so they can take it Cus I know it's hard to find a job So niggas kill and rob There's a chance that I won't make it here tomorrow Being honest See I gotta keep it real with you baby Cus the shit I used to do is what made me And I'm hopin I ain't gotta go back to the trap Cus we really know that we don't want that But if I don't make it home tonight Tell my mama that I love her Leave some flowers for my brother Girl I love ya But if I don't make it home tonight Take some money to my sister I don't ever want her chasin after niggas Cus where I'm from Niggas outchea dyin every day And they ain't no bad, ain't they just tryna make a way And I ain't no different So if I get missin These are my last wishes I hope you get them right Girl if I don't make it home tonight Would you miss me? Would you miss me? Would you walk up to my casket? Would you kiss me? My life is schizophrenic, I'm just tryna stay sane Pour a cup full, hope it take away the pain I said you know I I I I Came from the projects, nigga Don't care if it kill me, I die, I'll stay in the projects You know I'm fresh as a motherfucker, in case that I die tonight Got a lot on my mind, you know that I'm high tonight I left that black Hublot at home So really I don't got the time My nigga got by a quarter, heard that he dropped the dime Failure's no option nigga, you out of yo fuckin mind Mixin my life and my freedom fool So ain't none of you stopping my... But if I don't make it home tonight Tell my mama that I love her Leave some flowers for my brother Girl I love ya But if I don't make it home tonight Take some money to my sister I don't ever want her chasin after niggas Cus where I'm from Niggas outchea dyin every day And they ain't no bad, ain't they just tryna make a way And I ain't no different So if I get missin These are my last wishes I hope you get them right Girl if I don't make it home tonight But if I don't make it home tonight Tell my mama that I love her Leave some flowers for my brother Girl I love ya But if I don't make it home tonight Take some money to my sister I don't ever want her chasin after niggas Cus where I'm from Niggas outchea dyin every day And they ain't no bad, ain't they just tryna make a way And I ain't no different So if I get missin These are my last wishes I hope you get them right Girl if I don't make it home tonight