You've got me swimming in a backstroke motion Don't know where I'm going But I'm looking up It's alright until the point of my sinking Looking at me so pathetically and I'm all Back off, get away, get out of my fucking vision You don't care what I do dare say Today is gonna be great Yeah t's gonna be so great Lock the door on your way out Tonight I'm sleeping in the car Well, I drove around this whole town But still feel I didn't get too far And every night I talk about how The universe has lost me And I just can't stop this spinning This type of thinking is exhausting My head hurts because the whole world's in it I got volcanoes in my stomach Constant ringing in my ears I hear the mirror talking back Begging me to have a better year Send me spiraling Through tiring sensations But I'll never forget No, I'll never forget All those great generations I'll sing a prelude at the top of my lungs You got to learn to love a melody And you're losing in the rat race A you're winning so in your face Soak up your soggy face and walk Home drunk in the rain Wake up fully dressed in clothes To reruns of a TV Land show I think last night I went on and on how The universe has lost me And I just can't stop this spinning This type of thinking is exhausting My head hurts cause the whole world's in it I've got volcanoes in my stomach And constant ringing in my ears And stray cats tearing at my jeans Begging me to have a better year Lock the door on your way out Tonight I'm sleeping in the car Well, I drove around this whole town But still feel I didn't get too far And every night I talk about how The universe has lost me And I just can't stop this spinning This type of thinking is exhausting My head hurts because the whole world's in it I got volcanoes in my stomach Constant ringing in my ears I hear the mirror talking back Begging me to have a better year