I have tried so hard to feel much more for her than nothing wouldn't it be nice if I pretended that I care I can promise her a life of wonderful perfection I can promise her that I will lead her from despair come the day and I'll be over and I will leave her all alone will I stay will I stay sober or just bottle all my shame she drags me under pulls me over now I'm sober she I don't want her any more I dont' need her any more so I leave her standing when I look at her a creeping guilt lies in my lusting does she realise just what she's doing to herself I can promise her a life of wonderful perfection I can promise her that I will lead her from despair come the day and I'll be over and I will leave her all alone will I stay will I stay sober or just bottle all my shame she drags me under pulls me over now I'm sober she I don't want her any more I dont' need her any more so I leave her standing will I stay will I stay sober or just bottle all my shame she drags me under pulls me over now I'm sober she I don't want her any more I dont' need her any more so I leave her standing at the door