I'm starting to get this drunk thing A coping method of the same damn strain Already this morning, I've done 'bout fifteen things Before you got here, I was up at 5 AM OCD let me do this one thing only Yeah, I'll be down to sing But where do I stand? Ask me how long have I let this thing own me? It's all part of the game I'm bleeding at night I have no one to blame Paid for some balance But it turned up the same We're eating the night up Keep walking this way I'm beat and I'm battered Reluctant to change, oh Your eggs over easy Shows that your shady There's some things that I can't explain, no I How have I become so accustom to saying Certain things I'd never say? I'm bright eyed, and when I think of you, I I might, I shed a tear You've been holding me down better then Most of my fears, so I'm proud of the difference that's in between Weren't I once the reason that you feel seen? We're part of the same piece So why'd you keep doing this to me? Yeah Wow, you got some big dreams I wish I could be there But we no longer speak I've got some painful gains Built into my foundation Could I do it again? And no matter what you say, at least I'm honest It was just time for me to pick some better hobbies This game only makes more problems There's no need for VISA We could probably charge it I'm bleeding at night I have no one to blame I have no one Paid for some balance But it turned up the same We're eating the night up Keep walking this way I'm beat and I'm battered I'm beat and I'm beat and I'm beat and I'm beat Reluctant to change, oh And I'm battered Your eggs over easy So broken and shattered Shows that your shady There's just some things that I can't explain, no I It's the hundredth time and still my mistake How have I become so accustom to saying I chose to stay All these things I'd never say? I'm bright eyed When I think of you I I might, I shed a tear You've been holding me down better then Most of my fears I'm proud of the difference that's in between Weren't I once the reason that you felt seen? We're part of the same piece So why'd you keep doing this to me? You've taken enough shit from our life tragedies But This ain't an easy hit you've gotta come swinging But we ain't simple defeat You know it's still just you and me I swear