the words you left behind when you blurted out so little feed my insecurities and leave me wondering exactly who you are and in the sunny spot everything feels fine but do you even care and do you ever wonder too you torture me with your understanding and maybe someday i will have the time to dwell on the silly things you said that bothered me so much did i make it all shady was it silly too should we trace back our steps or just forget that whole damn thing you always treat me like i dont have a clue the condescension you think you hide so well is painfully obvious secret smiles, pats on the head ultra-knowing nods despite the fact i can predict what you're gonna to say i still have no idea what you're thinking when you do