There's always been a need to get rid of this grief it's what I call XIAT Been in highs been in lows feel like the's nowhere to go is there something wrong with me? Trying to do Normal things I used to pursue so fired up but now rotting inside I do my hardest to break out of this shell Without a crack I'm still stuck in this hell. Woah oh I've been falling lately Thinking maybe Life's just a merry-go-round Woah oh I've been thinking lately thinking maybe Life's just a merry-go-round If there's an out, I need a way maybe an escape I wanna be at top I wanna be at top, grade A I've been up, pushed down Facing the ground I've been trying to find my way Trying to do Normal things I used to pursue So fired up but now rotting inside I do my hardest to break out of this shell without a crack I'm still stuck in this hell Woah oh I've been falling lately thinking maybe life's just a merry-go-round Woah oh I've been thinking lately thinking maybe Life's just a merry-go-round Life's just a merry-go Woah oh I've been falling lately thinking maybe life's just a merry-go-round Woah oh I've been thinking lately thinking maybe Life's just a merry-go-round Life's just a merry-go XIAT this is what describes me XIAT this is what describes me XIAT XIAT XIAT XIAT XIAT XIAT Woah oh I've been falling lately thinking maybe life's just a merry-go-round Woah oh I've been thinking lately thinking maybe Life's just a merry-go-round Woah oh I've been falling lately thinking maybe life's just a merry-go-round Woah oh I've been thinking lately thinking maybe Life's just a merry-go-round Life's just a merry-go-round