I've never realized how bad it was To lose the ground to rest my feet Humanity is lost inside My eyes cant teach my mind Clockwork nerves controlled my arms Pupils are wide open to see No coming back from where I left I'm a torrent orange healed by force A number was my name A priest was my strength A cell was my home A nightmare so unreal I'm not the man I used to be I'm something else, this is not me No self respect, no memory I'm living my own metamorphosis