Hey Boxelder, where'd you go? Hey Boxelder, take me with you Loneliness, I don't exist, that's fine, okay A slickened wrist and all of this will end, okay? Hey Boxelder, I'm terrified of everything at night Hey Boxelder, I'm terrified of what I lack inside me Caught me talking to myself again One by one, we all go marching in I hate myself and no one else But I lie so well, it should never tell If I let you in, it would end us both I care too much to leave this host Loneliness, I don't exist, that's fine, okay December's gift, a constant fist to spine, okay I'm terrified of everything at night Hey Boxelder A dying wish to care if I exist Hey Boxelder Caught me talking to myself again One by one, we all go marching in I hate myself and no one else But I lie so well, it should never tell If I let you in, it would end us both I care too much to leave this host When loneliness comes crashing in I will always sink, I will never swim It's the game I play, it's the course I curse The constant captive of my words When I'm at my worst Hey Boxelder, take me with you Hey Boxelder, take me with you