Focus I can't see, can't focus Nothing's blooming in my fucking head, I see no lotus Focus I can't think, I know none Brain fog always makes me wanna lie on my sofa 何か見てるようで見てない光景 目に映るもの全てがボケる AF、MF 効かないわ 遠目に見えてる 物に合わせらんない焦点 未来とか数秒数分の先 そこに一体何を求めたい? 成功した自分 思想持ったArtist 自己表現したいのに持ってない価値 ギリギリで生きてきて 満ち満ちた人生って何って言って その場しのぎでオートで作動して 自分の生きてる意味も知りもしねぇ 脳に霧がかかったように考えが ボヤけて 描きたいもの何もかもが遠ざかって 未完成品ばかり育ててる 青写真ならとっくに燃やしてる Focus I can't see, can't focus Nothing's blooming in my fucking head, I see no lotus Focus I can't think, I know none Brain fog always makes me wanna lie on my sofa Everyone out there outshines me, so isolated Like they're new Galaxy, and I'm here being iPhone XS My retarded brain exposed often I'm embarrassed We supposed to have the same lens like I don't get it My mind is slow It's so blurry Like my shutter speed is 30sec Can't see me clearly in my room Cuz there's no mirror in this Stand-by Chances come sudden, hit or miss Imma capture moments with my eyes, I'm burning in 何も見えてないわかってない若い 頃が 一番何でもできたな 高価なフィルター、ファインダー、 レンズやストロボが 無くとも道は照らせたな あの頃は何でも鮮明に写るんです やりたいこと一つに熱中して 今は色んなことに目が移るんです どうか思い出して私、集中して ねぇ Focus I can't see, can't focus Nothing's blooming in my fucking head, I see no lotus Focus I can't think, I know none Brain fog always makes me wanna lie on my sofa Focus I can't see, can't focus Nothing's blooming in my fucking head, I see no lotus Focus I can't think, I know none Brain fog always makes me wanna lie on my sofa