I've been waitin' for years For a moment that has long gone by I bring myself to tears Trying to be the apple that fell from your eye I know how it appears But lately I've been thinking and I'm wondering why I give in to the fear I give in to the fear And I'm not turning back And I'm not turning my back I can't help but turn my back On myself I've been waitin' for years For a moment that has long gone by I bring myself to tears Trying to be the apple that fell from your eye I know how it appears But lately I've been thinking and I'm wondering why I give in to the fear I give in to the fear And I'm not turning back And I'm not turning my back I can't help but turn my back On myself And I'm not turning back And I'm not turning my back I can't help but turn my back On myself