Wish I was Too dead to cry? My self-affliction fades Stones to throw at my Creator Masochists To which I cater You don't need to bother I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on I won't let go till it bleeds Wish I was Too dead to care? If, indeed, I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason, my flaws are open season For this, I gave up trying, one good turn deserves my dying You don't need to bother I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on I won't let go till it bleeds Wish I'd died Instead of lived? A zombie hides my face Shell forgotten with its memories Diaries left With cryptic entries And you don't need to bother I don't need to be (I don't need to be) I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on I won't let go till it bleeds You don't need to bother I don't need to be, yeah (I don't need to be) I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on (once I hold on) I'll never live down my deceit