If you're the only thing that's changed How is it you're all that feels familiar If you're not doing anything Can you still call it trying to get better? There are days it almost feels Like I might be myself again Wouldn't be your biggest transformation But it'd be the most difficult one yet So I've been trying to write songs You'd think were good Feels like they always come out wrong I'd admitted to you Something I thought I had regretted When you said that I looked sad I thought that you meant it like pathetic And every explanation to myself Of any glimmers of hope Start sounding suspiciously Like any (every) other lie I've ever told Do I just know myself too well? I'm almost positive I don't You can't force yourself to dream Baby, take my acid I think you need it more than me I could be gone this time tomorrow So could you I guess we'll see Eventually everybody ends up Where the river meets the sea But I never wanted to be famous So at least that's one good thing