Lately, not feeling like myself Another day of staring at the fucking ground Tell me, when did it turn to hell Well I guess I should’ve known better I try to see past all the doubt But my demons won’t let me Tell me, am I doing well? Well I guess it could’ve been better Halfway home, I’m still throwing up The more I think, the more I fall apart Surrounded by love, am I indifferent? Cuz the shit in my mind tells me I’m not even worth a fucking dime Yeah And I still carry on Until the voices are gone Yeah I still carry on But how the fuck do I keep moving along When every choice that I make feels like a mistake Fuck Tonight I’m holding on to memories of when I was a kid Back when I knew I believed in everything that I did And now I’m wondering why the fuck I’m feeling hollow instead Everyday I feel a weight that’s crashing down on my head Yeah, yeah Sick stomach, bright lights My sanity was a sacrifice for what will behold Another night, another battle to face in my soul All alone So tonight I’ll sing a song til the end of the day it goes Lately, not feeling like myself Another day of staring at the fucking ground Tell me, when did it turn to hell Well I guess I should’ve known better I try to see past all the doubt But my demons won’t let me Tell me, am I doing well? Well I guess it could’ve been better ノートにペン、向き合う度に モノトーンに色褪せてる毎日 どの夜にも繰り返す 振り出し戻ってきては また踏み出す旅路 溜め息を日々落とし 壁打ちの日々過ごし 明日も悩みあがき 文字通りに身を切っては 歌詞を産み落とす 届けたい届けたいと祈り歌うが 届けられんのは一握り 届かない届かないと嘆く地獄の淵 この部屋で一人きり ハイライトの香りが充満 無い退路もがき悪循環 俺は書けてますか? あなた達の声にはなれてますか? Lately, not feeling like myself Another day of staring at the fucking ground Tell me, when did it turn to hell Well I guess I should’ve known better I try to see past all the doubt But my demons won’t let me Tell me, am I doing well? Well I guess it could’ve been better