I feel the dark embrace the light I see the black engulf the white I can sense it, life denying Take me from this cold fucking world Life defying ...Hating everything Life declining... Seems there's no time for me Cursing my own destiny Sorrow flies on black wings Riding the cursed wings of grief Silence! Hear sorrow laughing Hear joy crying Ride the black wings of sorrow Silence! Hear death screaming Hear life dying After going through the darkest nightmares I could only trust my self. For the ones who loved me... ...will be happy to hate me Don't just stand there! My black tree withers Take me away to the forest of believes. Where the roots will rest and I can have... serenity! I want to feel the black rivers water The current gliding me... ...Towards... Eternity. Trashing what's left Ripping, biting and cutting my flesh Destroying this shell, to finally escape my private hell