Holding on to everything I've known is harder than expected Running from my memories of you and parts of me infected Praying for a better reason why my demons never vanished Losing my mind and I'm all alone, the evil's automatic I'm still waiting for the day when everything is okay But before I go you should know No, there's no way out of this Even if we try, there's no way out of this I never wanna say goodbye, this is all my fault And you're the reason why I'm losing hope And I don't think it's right Fuck Looking in the mirror, I can see exactly what I'm missing Staring at a better part of me without my best intentions I can feel it waking up inside me now, it's almost over Holding on before I hit the fucking ground Waiting for the day when everything is okay But before I go you should know No, there's no way out of this Even if we try, there's no way out of this I never wanna say goodbye, this is all my fault And you're the reason why I'm losing hope And I don't think it's right No, there's no way out of this Even if we try, there's no way out of this I never wanna say goodbye, this is all my fault And you're the reason why I'm losing hope And I don't think it's right Throw the ashes to the wind Forget I exist Rip the pages, start again We are dead, we are dead Throw the ashes to the wind Forget I exist Rip the pages, start again We are dead, we are dead Throw the ashes to the wind Forget I exist Rip the pages, start again We are dead, we are dead