It's like we paid a visit to a past life Where I was still yours, and you were mine And nothin' had changed at all I couldn't get it up for you the first time Like my body knew it wasn't meant to you Or maybe it was just the adderall Oh I, I shouldn't be here Oh, I shouldn't be here Oh I, I shouldn't be here Oh, I shouldn't be here Everything's a metaphor When you're up north on drugs in a river with your ex girl We didn't think it through at all Swimming upstream just to let the tide pull us back through it all Back through it all Oh I, I shouldn't be here Oh, I shouldn't be here Oh I, I shouldn't be here Oh, I shouldn't be here