Every time I look into the mirror Every time I have to close my eyes I ask myself is it a sin to be a sinner If it's only something in my mind 'Cause I know that we could never be Like we want to be I'm only make believing I'm only self deceiving Tell me how could I Tell myself a lie Dreaming is all I do When I can't have you Someone else can hold you like I want to Someone else can really make you cry Wish I could find a way to make it better But I know that I shouldn't even try 'Cause I know that we could never be like we want to be If I could be the only one that you'll come running to If I could make the past undone I would Sometimes I feel it's the way you look at me The way that you do, when you know I can't have you