I don't see what I see this whole world life's a dream Good and bad happy and sad and I know that I am mad All alone left to moan like a dog without a bone Alienation eating me till with god I am free Petty morals of the state so quite soon I shall break Bourgeois morals keep me down melancholy I will drown God almighty you are king pissing hailstones on me fling Fucked marooned on a beach for your mercy I do seek But you know my mind is fucked all logic is from me sucked Like a bum beat in the ring praise to you still I sing But I know each breath if in truth is in excess All I wrote was just a code insanity I upload Father father beat me up whores all fuck me with their lust None of it makes any sense intellectually we are dense