If I leave today don't know where to go that I can stay I know what I need but I won't follow I can't lead And when I stood there and I felt November chill You crushed my heart and I really lost my will You think you understand the way it made me feel I started to choke on you cause I know what you fear Cause I've had enough and I don't really need it Had enough and I don't really feel it Had enough but you really can't see it But you'll see it for the first time in your life If you had a brain you'd be smart enough to change Watch yourself the thoughts of you plague no one else And I stood there and I felt November chill You broke my heart and I really lost my will You try to understand the way you make me feel I started to choke on you cause I know what you fear Cause I've had enough and I don't really need it Had enough and I don't really feel it Had enough but you really can't see it But you'll see it for the first time in your life Cause I've had enough and I don't really need it Had enough and I don't really feel it Had enough but you really can't see it But you'll see it for the first time in your life Cause I've had enough and I don't really need it Had enough and I don't really feel it Had enough but you really can't see it But you'll see it for the first time in your life