Sometimes i ask myself what is my purpose in this world I tried so many times to fit in but it never ever worked out Every path i take seems so useless in the end I can't afford any success i keep failing again and again I feel like i'm forever cursed I realise that life beats on me A chain reaction and i can't escape - i can't get out! My thoughts are a mess paranoia is inside me Am i overlooked? did i do something wrong? This wretched state of misfortune i'm in My will is crushed i can't rebuild it the way it was before That's the harsh truth i have to deal with Lady luck turned her back once again I feel like i'm forever cursed I realise that life beats on me A chain reaction and i can't escape - i can't get out! Trying and failing a neverending strife that keeps me alive Things i tried to reach in my past become unreal dreams I will walk this path alone forever till the end of time Just when i thought is was out ... this demons pulled me back in!