I found a hidden postcard She'd written to herself With much love from overseas But signed by somebody else And I, I recognized the name as mine And heavy my heart had sink Her hopes so high and full of love But all my pages are blank All my pages blank All my pages I felt it in the moment I'd have to let her go As deeply as I believe That she'd feed my bitter soul But I oppose so strong and clear And I [?] to ignore And in the end to follow through I couldn't be there anymore I couldn't be there anymore I couldn't be there anymore I couldn't be there anymore I couldn't be there So what is worse To let it go Or keep it to be sweet To send it off in peace Or to watch it crumble Tonight might be over Abandoned in defeat It's these questions and more That keep me tired even when I sleep Even when I sleep That keep me tired even when I sleep Even when I sleep That keep me tired even when I