Verse 1 All alone just sittin thinkin by myself Contemplating bout my life chewing on my nails Im the head of this house, now its all on me To provide for my Wife and kids are my responsibility Cant afford to break down gotta be a man Aint the richest guy around but I do what I can How its gonna go down homie dont ask me I just pray to the Lord up above in search of reciprocity Chorus Thats when, thats when You bless me Thats when, thats when You rescued me from The pain and the heartache, thats when thats when Verse 2 Dont know how in the world Im gone pay these bills Feel like sometimes I wanna cry Im a keep it real But I aint giving up my pride or my sanity I refuse to let society win, it wont get the best of me Babys crying, Wife is whinin 'cause they never se me But its hard when youre working two jobs you see Have a feeling that trouble wont last always Lift my hands to the sky up above I hope You hearin what I say Chorus (Repeat Chorus)