I'm feeling calm, but I'm never relaxed I feel it coming, but I'm holding it back I'm on the edge, but I never attack I'm straight off the moment But I still come back like that I'm a strong man, weaker than I once was Weed and bramble, still hard to handle I can hold my own, if you need me I'm standing here, can you see me Sometimes I'm standing where I wanna be Sometimes I hate you, but you feel so nice I know you think I'm gone, but I'm all in Don't get me wrong Sometimes I know I'm gonna lose it I'm all caught up, I'm faking Without you I'd be gone Don't get me wrong, don't get me wrong I got a past, but it's present tense I keep it covered like it's rubber cement I got a side that you ain't seen yet I know I'm looking dry, but I'm feeling soaking wet I'm a razor, walking on a tight thread A contradiction stranger than the fiction I'm flying, blind, but I can see you Don't run away, I still need you Sometimes I'm standing where I wanna be Sometimes I hate you, but you feel so nice I know you think I'm gone, but I'm all in Don't get me wrong Sometimes I know, I'm gonna lose it I'm all caught up, I'm faking Without you I'd be gone Don't get me wrong, don't get me wrong Now can you hear me Say how you're feeling Tie all the lines we've drawn And let's just hold on Sometimes I'm standing where I wanna be Sometimes I hate you, but you feel so nice I know you think I'm gone, but I'm all in Don't get me wrong Sometimes I know, I'm gonna lose it I'm all caught up, I'm faking Without you I'd be gone Don't get me wrong, don't get me wrong