with no hopes and my will to live barely a care in this world to me I found a way kidnapped and confined within a system designed to destroy the inncocent child that I use to be it stripped me mentally naked embarrassing my mommas first born did I deserve that kind of fate? Was all that was happening to me really written in the powerfull and allmighty book of life? I dont think so My tears would soak the pages that I write upon if I couldn't close the windows to my soul and stand strong in the midst of these storms Maybe my story is in some way or another fimilar with yours is that why this aint even a song but yet you still.. you wanna here this once more I play this everytime I wanna reflect from which I've come from to help me see were it is I'm trying to go and even though grandma and our sisters left me some time ago I still go by and sit on the front porch as if I dont even know but I'm getting better my mom my two sisters...ebony and tanya destiny man I got mikey and shocker now my homeboyz and those that love me regardless Diary of a sinner another entry I guess i'll finish this tomorrow