Breathing gets so hard for me now It's speeding up and slowing back down When did breathing get so hard under the moonlight? If you're hearing this I hope that you're proud Can't even count how many times I let you down If there's a God or there's a sign it's time that you send it out And oh my love you bring me back to default The more I spill it out, you bring me down to such a deep hole, honey I know how long this must be Comin for me I swear I swear I will be The end of me the end of me You take you take every last drop from me I feel this will be The death of me the death of me