Day in and day out I'm plowing the wilderness all the time Who would want to do that? Don't think anything! Like a soldier Not allowed to stop 'Cause I'm not the one to suffer It's all my fault When I was young, I lived on desire Now I'm just desperate to grow new buds Throw away emotions and crawl to the ground I don't wanna die disappointing you Because you saved me when I was about to die I dedicate this life only to you It's like a bonus life That's why I don't mind if I become a soldier now If you cry in hell, let me cry with you I may not be strong enough, but I'll save you somehow When I die in the end, give me your favorite flowers I wish you could say "I was happy" I don't wanna die crying with regret I don't wanna say "I had a shitty life" "To act for others" "To sacrifice oneself" You're the one who changed me when I was helpless I don't wanna die disappointing you Because you saved me when I was about to die I dedicate this life only to you It's like a bonus life That's why I don't mind if I become a soldier now (Right now!)