Finally lost

歌詞

I'm afraid to go to sleep Everyday, every night I'm afraid to wake up again Everyday, every morning fuck me I fight with the sun everyday I talk with the moon every night I process my life everyday I process my life everyday Like every single day It's like this fuckin looping game Guess what? I'm finally lost With all that I have I'm finally lost I'm finally lost I'm finally lost I've been suppressing what I feel, what I need to say And I've grown up Now I feel like I have a voice But nothing comes out Sadly it's my life right now I try to get up everyday I try to sleep every night I'm trying my best everyday I've been trying my best everyday This whole time in my life But it's a fuckin loosing game Guess what I'm finally lost With all that I have I'm finally lost I'm finally lost I'm finally lost I say hi to someone I wish to be here At 3am, it's too early for sleep tonight I imagine making all my dreams come true Just in my head, somehow it's not reality I see the same view, blinking in the darkness At 4am, the only thing I learned tonight The more I try, the more I feel like giving up But then I see the sky is turning brighter now The sky has turned so bright now The moon is leaving me so fast The time for me to sleep has come