I love watching you in crowded rooms You look lost looking for me There's something pure about it You seem genuinely worried sick Like you need me to live And when you find me You are smiling so big I am self-aware And that's what makes me scared I don't breathe before I analyze the air Should I know better by now? If I'm the one keeping count, I'd say I'm out I'm out When you've been in fight or flight For almost your whole life You'll find you just start freezing And when you're stuck in the cold It's hard to call this your home But if it's safe, why leave it? I'm not gone, but you're grieving I love watching you in crowded rooms You look lost looking for me It's innocent, like a family pet Who wandered off with no way home Was I selfish for keeping you close? When there's a whole world out there And you would have never known