Believe me when I say That I've tried to understand But something within me Just holds me back and says I can't I'm fading, degrading Trapped inside this cycle hell Fighting, and hiding A persisting test that I must fill Wanting to give you All I can with all my will But inside it has rule The more I grab the more I spill Decided, divided I cannot drop this burning coal Trusting, and lusting Competing sides strive for control Why? I've tried to see the way If you could see inside of me You'll find my mind is Falling torn by deceit, approaching self defeat The mental fight that's hounding, pounding I'm falling A feeling of sadness Follows me with my mistakes Scarved in my conscience Hanuting every move I make Alone, drifting miles apart I'm found, with an empty heart The sound, of peace is calling me I wait, for a time of ease Can't you see, that I am weak Can't you see, I'm falling