Four a.m. wishing I was dead It's something I do when I forget How I got here why and when did I want this Lost a long line of symmetry That kept me safe and in between Dull and full emergency Now I'm tearing at the seams Now I'm tearing at the seams Now I'm tearing at the The balance has me feeling off And I just want a place to stop So call the doctor call the cops I was alright but now I'm not I dreamed that I could talk to God And I could still believe in love Now what's the point of waking up It's time to go enough's enough What if I wasn't anything But vibrations through a string Just a melody you'd sing to yourself when You're alone trying to fill the space With cherry coke and perfect change Before we ever made mistakes And what we get is what we trade away Trade away The balance has me feeling off And I just want a place to stop So call the doctor call the cops I was alright but now I'm not I dreamed that I could talk to God And I could still believe in love Now what's the point of waking up It's time to go enough's enough The balance has me feeling off And I just want a place to stop So call the doctor call the cops I was alright but now I'm not I dreamed that I could talk to God And I could still believe in love Now what's the point of waking up It's time to go enough's enough It's time to go enough's enough It's time to go enough's enough It's time to go enough's enough It's time to go enough's enough