I don't want to have to depend on medicine, but I've done dumb deeds time and again. These demons I meet pull up my number. I can barely breathe around another. Case and point: in the back hall, I shrink into the wall. Oh, Chicago I get shy. Oh, Division I divide lines Maybe curious kittens eye, got a cover and kiss goodbye. Oh, never ever would I ever lie, or maybe only to try. So, lessen the let down. Oh, I used to make sense. Now I shut up just for sake of stasis. I'm sedate on such a steady basis. I keep quiet to up quell the crisis; light crisis. It doesn't end, then days thin. Drowning in adrenalin. Lullabies on Belden Alarm bells on Ashland I cannot remember last night. I forgot if I made you cry. I forgot if I said goodbye. I forgot if you were alive. Turn on, turn on light crisis.