Why am I here now? Sometimes I think about another life My father told me it was important for me to give up I got older, and everything changed The times,the people, myself,everything Some things don't change a bit I'm living like this now Don't lose sight of what you need But I'm living my life in my own way What do you think of me now? I might retire someday too It could be tomorrow, maybe years from now I still want to keep going down this road Until the light goes out Until the light goes out I'm in neutral now Always ready to go anywhere Some days it's hard to feel this weight on my shoulders On days like that, I just want someone to hold me as I sleep Like melting in the night So deeply But I'm living like this now Don't lose sight of what you need I'm living my life in my own way What do you think of me now? I might retire someday too It could be tomorrow, maybe years from now I still want to keep going down this road Until the light goes out Until the light goes out Until the light goes out Until the light goes out Until the light goes out