Corduroy

歌詞

Indifferent to the people I detest But it harms me in a way that even I cannot detect In my own flesh and blood. (In my own flesh and blood) I think I've had enough (I think I've had enough, I've had enough) I welcome death with open arms Like an old friend I haven't seen Since I was young, when young was old When Daddy did terrible things Maybe I'd feel better then, when I leave you like this (Don't let me leave, don't let me leave, don't let me leave it all behind) While some days are not that bad And even pleasant one might say I can't control the thoughts I have I can't control the present wave Of emotion Anxiously hoping For something or someone For anything at all I can't imagine a life without familiarity I can't imagine what it's like to live With certainty, I like to re-watch movies So I know the end of every scene I know the end of everything I do, because I won't ever leave My room It's safer here, safety's all I want and all I need Buried my issues here, deep within the walls and in my dreams In my own atmosphere is where I'll die So, let me die in peace I'm on my final breath, my final steps I've never felt so free But my head's spinning I can't help but think of who I'm abandoning And suddenly my chest cries out in pure panic It cannot end like this I say with strength I haven't felt before And that's when it finally hits With my hands sweating Climb down from the ledge of what's all so threatening But it don't cause me fear no more My fingers touch the fabric of my jacket made of corduroy Reminding me of Brentwood and the things that I would die to see again Die to see again (g-g-gain) Die to see again (g-g-gain) Die to see again (g-g-gain) Whoa, oh Well, my jacket made of corduroy Oh I stand to lose My life, my soul, my time my home, my thoughts, my sweet and sour youth I can't let go of who I was but I can cut myself in two And I can pick up all the pieces And let everybody choose Choose Yeah. It's all in your mind, boy, it's all in your head Leave it all behind you can finish when you're dead I'll be waiting for you here When this madness finally ends Remember who you are, don't forget her when your head's spinning Stuck in a room with the television on While you're tripping on 'shrooms You got your thoughts spilling But none of it's true It's a facade Your heart can tear apart the parts That make it you Hello again. It's nice to see you're back Did you like the things you saw And do you finally understand why I wear corduroy? I really like corduroy Hello, my friend. Anything you'd like to ask? Any unresolved illusions in your head that make you gag? I'm just one-call away So, please, don't be afraid. To call me back